Okay had sectional pracs today (: I REALLY THINK WE NEED TO WORK HARD HARD HARD. But its getting there (: The choreo thingy at the end where we have to bow is so HARD. okay im gonna practise at home. Kayleigh says it looks like im walking on a tightrope ): AHH thats cause its hard to balance.

Anyways, then after sectional pracs we sang like NATIONAL DAY SONGS so fun (: And had a nice chat with sam and kayleigh. And the sec ones wanted to stay for longer but kayleigh locked them out. : D that was funny.

While going home i saw two slippers side by side in the middle of the bus stop. Okay, the thought of someone actually walking, then stopping in the MIDDLE OF THE BUS STOP, taking out their slippers, neatly arranging them side-by-side, and then walking off barefooted just disturbs me.

Okay im off to do BIO PT!


Don't bother about what other people think! We all still love you guys very much and will miss you LOADS(:


Talking to juniors can be very entertaining.

I just realised that my name spelt backwards is AHSRAV (after TAYWEILING mentioned it. HAPPY??!! ). ahhhh that sounds like a name given to a boy baby whose parents thought that it was gonna be born as a girl.

ANNND anyone who is reading this, PLEASE BRING CARDBOARD (the big kind, not the one that is behind the rgs foolscape pad. If you give me that, i will just murder you) and DONATE IT TO ME TOMORROW. We need it for props!! THANK YOU. You're donations are very much appreciated. SO BETTER BRING IF YOU HAVE.

Thats all. BIO PT and SS PT are killing me.

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I feel so wanted (: HAHA. AND i feel lazy too.
Okay, while being entertained by juniors, chengyi taught me a new word today. WAKAKA. dont know what it is, but it looks like hawaiian for MWAHAHA.
okay thats all. BIOT PT and SS PT are STILL killing me.

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I havnt posted in the last 3 days. AHH. okay

Yesterday HMM,

IT was not a very HAPPY DAY for me ): It was scary and SADDENING. YEA THATS THE WORD. I was actually trembling and totally didnt expect that i would cry. the last time i did that was like LAST YEAR end. So crying is so NOT NORMAL FOR ME. i didnt even know lah until someone told me my eyes were red and teary. And im SORRY to whoever i made sad ): REALLY!

Well, choir ended like 5.00 and had sectionals until like 5.30. THEN waited for sheena and Jovina to have dinner then had to rush for Talent Vogue. It was really confusing and i didnt know whether to have dinner or not and WELL I WAS ONE CONFUSED PERSON. AH anyway, went far east with Sheena, Jovina and Kayleigh and Sheena and i got takeaway from CHIPPY'S which always makes me happy (: FOOD is a good thing you know. Then Kayleigh waited for her mum and the rest of us had to rush back for TV concert. AHH its like the bus NEVER COMES when you're rushing. Then once we were there, we bought bubble tea and then waited for that person to tear our ticket.

AHH something terible happened.

Me: - Rummages through wallet frantically for TV ticket. Couldnt find it- AHHH sheena! i can't find my ticket!! HOWWW
Sheena: HAH? AHH VARSHA CHECK!!
Me: - Rummages even more frantically. FELT LIKE SUCH A LOSER. Its like one of those things that happen to one in a BAZILLION people and you dont want it ever to happen to you.- AHH i really can't find it!! OH MAN i had this terrible feeling that this would happen. But im pretty sure it was in my wallet during choir! UGH! -Continues searching everything-
Sheena: AHH how can this happen??
Me: OH MAN do you think that they will let me in without the ticket. I mean i paid and.. - plucks out activity card and opens activity card. FINDS TV TICKET FOLDED IN THE ACTIVITY CARD- oh here it is. HEHE. false alarm.

-We hand our tickets in to the prefect-
Prefect: Don't lose it okay.
Me: -Pout-

-Walks in with big bag. while walking i knock down the V thats spells Vogue on the notice board. HOW SMOOTH. Sheena helps me put it back (: -

Terrible. These things can only happen to me. ANYWAY, it was super cool the concert. Sat with Sam and fiona and pat and sheena. But then Jovina was not there ): cause i think she went in while the ticket fiasco was happening and thought we went missing. ANYWAY, the concert was funny!

AHH sixuan, guiqi and carolyn are so cute on stage. Then we saw their HOT MAMAs auditions on the screen before the concert started and i was like HAHAHA. yay THEY rock. but the MIKES HAD PROBLEMS ):

THEN we were like watching the teacher performances, everyone was clapping and doing hand wave-y things, like totally into the performance and when i turned around and saw sam, she was... EATING A BURGER. HOW RANDOM CAN SHE GET?! AH anyway. it was fun lah. In the end i realised yesterday was not such a bad day after all (:

Then today had sectionals at 6.15 again. IM ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE THERE and today guess what. I came even before the security guard came today. That must be like a first in rgs HISTORY.

ah WELL. anyway we were like discussing costumes and stuff cause today was supposed to be full dress rehearsal and stuffs. I DIDNT HAVE LIKE ANY OF THE COSTUMES TWOS NEEDED! So in the end i wore my black tank and kayleigh's MOM's cardigan and skirt. And kayleigh said i looked like her MUM and Sam said i look like a AMMA. That's so flattering ): But then i wore those NEON GREEN SUNGLASSES thingums and then i looked ike a FUNKY amma. THATS better i guess. AHH I LOVE THOSE THINGS they are so CUTE (:

Well, WE FINALLY LEARNT SUMMER NIGHTS. haha its a super fun song! and as sam puts it, it involves 2 gay dannys. WHICH is slightly disturbing cause we are friends of gay dannys. But i LOVE choreo of grease its quite entertaining. YAY.

Today, some of the sec ones asked me and chloe if we wanted to be conductors. AND they were like does everyone in your batch want to be conductors, other than us. WHERE DID THEY GET THE IDEA WE WANT TO BE CONDUCTORS?? haha. but we didnt really say anything. it was like dont know kind of thing. OKAY that reminds me of interviews.

OH MAN busking was not done today cause not many people were there. ANYWAY. WE BOUGHT OUR SUSPENDERS!! soo, all we have left is like coloured shirts and top hats. GOTTA GET THEM BY MONDAY!!

Okay, the thought of every choir practice flying by so quickly is really making me feel HORRIBLE. Its like this terrible feeling. Then when we were listening to sec FOUR busking today, me and chloe were like AHHH THIS MISERABLE SADDENING FEELING, wanna cry KINDA feeling. I can imagine what they're going through 0: AHH then i was like MOPING AROUND THE CHOIR ROOM AFTER MS LOO SAID CHOIR DISMISSED. and randomly playing warmups on the piano.

WHYYY??



AHHH im still having that weird feeling. HUMM. Oh man i was reading some of the older TAGS on the board. OHMYGOODNESS we were so free last time. Like can watch so many movies. WHAT'S HAPPENING NOWW??? haiya. and time passes so fast.

URGURHUGHRUGURHG. okay just letting out emotions here.


AHH. okay have you like ever had this feeling you need to do something IMMEDIATELY but dont know what it was so you end up doing random nonsensical thingamajigs that dont help your life at all?? HMM. okay i have that feeling now.

Today MEP was quite funny for the second half. Our new mep teacher came in. I thought he was really FUNNY. Some people never laugh HUMM.

A really lame joke he said:
Mr Xu : Why could Mozart not find his teacher?
We : (stare blankly with that whatever-can-you-get-on-with-lessons-so-we-can-go-home face and me with the i-wanna-eat-i'm-hungry face)
Mr Xu: Cause he was HY-DEN (hidden). - laughs at his joke himself cause we didnt laugh at it-
We: UGHHH.

YAY choir tomorrow (: AND HOPEFULLY BATCH LUNCH (:

OOH AND SAM, I KNOW YOUR BIRTHDAY IS IN SEPTEMBER NOW SO dont try to lie to me (: MWAHMHM..


Okay im just gonna reply tags now (: Really havnt done ANYTHING today lah. other than MATH.

Mich : I know what you mean! HELP'S needed for those children and fast.

Chengyi : You and your random LOLs HAHA.

Sarah: HAHA eh but thats how you sound AHAHHAHA. these things HAPPENED. OK I SHALL try hard to find something smart to say lah. HAHA.

Emeline: YOU. Made me laugh continuously for 5 minutes after reading your TAG. HAiiya sec ones and their WILD imaginations. and just a BIT is an understatement.

Shzehui: OF COURSE ITS HAPPENING! HAHA its like mine (: oh man. i really THOUGHT OKAY. I CANT BELIEVE I'VE BEEN CHEATED ALL MY LIFE thinking sparking water is like really CLEAN water. TERRIBLE.


OK school again. AHAH today was quite funny. Lessons as usual SO BORING. aiyaa and im damn screwed. Shouldnt be posting today, have LOTS LOTS to do. AIYOO..haha but today was quite fun i guess. I managed to stay awake for all lessons! YAY.

During math,

Me: Eh sarah, are you gonna do math today?
Sarah: Yea i guess lah. Today i have more energy to do my work. Its monday.
Me: HUH??
Sarah (IN A SERIOUS TONE as she calls it): Yea, tuesday i wont do. Tuesday and thursday are my sleepy days.
Me and shihui burst out laughing.
Sarah looks confused.

During CLE,

Srruthi says something very "smart".
Me: Sometimes srruthi reminds me of a bimbo. the bimb part. (we decided that the bimb part was the silly part and the bo was the pretty and blonde-ish part)
Sarah: What do you mean?
-We look at srruthi-
-Srruthi is doing a wierd egyptian dance for arasi-
Me: See what i mean.
-WE START LAUGHING AND SRRUTHI TURNS AROUND. we explain.-

After school,

We start talking about sparkling juice for some strange reason.
Sarah : Yea they give it to KIDS who can't drink wine. They sell sparkling water in stores too like you mix in juice and drink.
Varsha: Sparkling water?? WHY?
Sarah: Its water thats fizzy.
Varsha: REALLY? I though sparkling water was just really CLEAN water.
Sarah: 0.0

Speaking of random things, haaha this happened during SS last week.

Ms Lim talks about Hitler and concentration camps and stuff.
Shihui looks lost.
Me: He didn't like the Jews.
Shihui: So he was a Jewel?
Me: HE didnt like the JEWS. Jewish people.
Shihui: So he was a JEW-el?
Me and sarah: ?? 0.0
Sarah: Yea and his bodyguards were all pearls and diamonds.

GOODNESS AHAHA. classic SHIHUI (:

Okay thats about all for now. Gotta go do math FORMATIVE pt. UGHGUHUGHG.

and,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICH TAN!!! <3

thanks for being the awesome and super nice chairperson. haha.
HAHA we came to your class but sorry couldnt wish you today cause we had to run of for cooking lesson ): ):


Since like morning i've been having this WIERD depressing feeling. I don't even know why. It's like a lot of things which i probably can only say when the time is right. HMM.

I realised in my previous posts, its all been about choir. Can't help it though.

ITS A REALLY STRANGE THING. I feel really tired after choir or whatever, but these days i dont mind it anymore. Its like an addiction. I used to be so sleepy during choir and look at the watch like every five seconds to see if the LUNCH break is EVER COMING, but now, i WANT choir to go on.

ITS LIKE THIS. And when the SLs say "choir dismissed" i'm like "OH. wow. that was fast. can it be a bit longer" kinda thing. I love staying back for sectional practice. I love staying back for busking practice. I EVEN don't mind having ms loo's combined rehearsals.

Im like having some wierd choir-ish related syndrome.

AND concert is coming soon,
-which means sec 4 farewell is coming soon ):
-which means choir comm 09 interviews are coming soon ):

AHH this is just depressing.

SPEAKING OF UNWANTED thingys, UGHUGH pts!!!
shitt. I havnt even started on anything. ahhh my brain is like fried now.


Yay okay i am really happy now. Don't know why though..

AHHH sectionals tomorrow at 6.15. AHAHA. TWOS are totally losing it (:

BUT i really LOVE choir. Its making me really happy (:

Today was really FUNNY. Today, churen, emeline and claire were really amusing. GOODNESS haha. They were holding a ceremony for a .. .... eraser. and it was conducted in the centre of a triangluar shape constructed with zigs. OH dear. TOO much choir already i think, they're losing their sanity.

Okay thats all for now. Im super sleepy. GOTTA WAKE UP EARLY TOMORROW :(

Going to go watch ep 5 of Rolling love. Its awesome.

And...since i didnt get to post yesterday,


Oh wow daniel boy is getting older and HOPEFULLY wiser lah. but NOT happening yet.




AHH today was TERRIBLE HORRIBLE DEPRESSING.

Okay firstly there was supposed to be busking prac today but NO ONE COULD MAKE IT. LOUSY. So, in the end me and Sheena were like 2 lone rangers discussing stuff and Janelle was there in VOICE? HAHA. Okay, so lets go through all the depressing things that happened today.

1) NO sectional prac.
2) NO BUSKING prac.
3) Only me and sheena could make it to school to discuss things.
4) Tried to conference call. Hmm..NO ONE AVAILABLE. other than Janelle but she was very useful so that was quite a good thing :D
5) Didnt manage to finish everything on the list of "things to do" :(:(
6) Picture how we look like in busking costumes. AHEM we look like COWBOYS. and we dont mean to look that way. YOU KNOW HOW BAD IT IS TO LOOK LIKE COWBOYS WHEN WE'RE NO SUPPOSED TO?? :(:( or maybe JUST maybe its my drawing. HMM.
7) Went for lunch with sec 4s. (this is not the depressing part)
8) Shared with sheena this GROSS tiny burger at carl's jr that was disgustingly messy. WRONG CHOICE AHH.
9) Was still hungry after eating my food.
10) Got whacked by Sam for stealing hers. ONE FRY a small tiny fry :( HMM.
11) HAHA beat KAYLEIGH at the thumb game. Thats a good thing that happened (:
12) Lost at that funny scissors paper stone game many times:( but then played the thumb game with kayleigh and feel happy again (:
13) Me and sheena had to go back all the way to school for RINGERS technical run.
14) MET Ringers ppl for 15 minutes and left school.
15) Decided to go HOLLAND V to find costumes. Not the brightest of ideas.
16) STARTED TO RAIN at RGS. ARGHHH.
17) Decided to cab there. Cab driver asked us whether to turn left or right. HOW WERE WE SUPPOSED TO KNOW. ahh so we said right. And ended up in this weird place.
18) Got carsick. or TAXIsick. Felt terrible.
19) When we got off the taxi, it started to rain at HOLLAND V. RAIN HEAVILY. and only sheena had an umbrella.
20) Couldnt find ANY costume-y place. AHH all we got was soaked and our shoes were drenched.
21) Decided to go back to a more familiar orchard. So we went to lucky plaza where all the bossini and whatever are there.
22) Found the PERFECT tops and cardigans to use for our busking group. Were so happy so we decided to go find TOP HATS.
23) Searched HIGH AND LOW in lucky plaza until we found this wierd place that sold them. THEY WERE JUST WHAT WE WANTED.

Sheena: How much?
SHOP GUY (IN THE MOST calm and annoyingly annoying voice he could muster): 25 dollars.
ME: 25 DOLLARS???!!
-dropped the hat and left-

24) Hats too expensive. HMMM.
25) Went back to check on our tops. Sheena tried them on. She said it was very nice(:
26) Asked the shop keeper how much, and she said 17 dollars after discount. Reasonable price, a lot cheaper than the original.
27) Went to buy one sample, stood at the cashier.

Cashier: Im sorry, this discount is only available if you buy the whole set which means you only need to pay a two dollars extra from the original 29 dollars of this cardigan if you buy the whole set.
(which includes the cardigan AND a gross lacy thing which we didnt want)
-Confused me just puts down the cardigan and sheena and i leave the shop all depressed-

AIYOOOO it's like everytime we found something perfect it just didnt work out. TODAY SO DID NOT GO ON AS PLANNED.

AND to top it all off number 28 on the list of most depressing happenings is that THERE IS SCHOOL TOMORROW. HO HUM.

Okay to end all the terrible-ness. Here are some tag replies:

Anu and brintha: Yes THATS THE spirit BRINTHA. Anu learn the BRINTHA spirit. Actually dont lah, its a very gross spirit.

Kayleigh: HAHA But i know you love me (: you just dont say it. but you mean it. RIGHT?? RIGHT. (i might as well answer it for you, since i know the answer) uh huh (: AND CHLOE if you're reading this, you gotta start listening. HMM.

Michwang: haha its so cute right?? i HEART po. Thats his name. WHAT A CUTE NAME HUH?

Chengyi: Okay i shall take that as i compliment for NOW haha. Cause im too sad to be amused by your comment AHAH.

Okay thats it ppl (: END OF JUNE HOLIDAYS'08. SEE you in school tomorrow..




HAHA. Okay, never posted about yesterday (:

Okay thats all for now. Tag replies:

Emeline: Yea haha i think you're VERY crazy ESPECIALLY during grease choreo sessions. uh huh..

Brintha: Okay yay. My voice is quite back now. And hope you can dance soon cause im super excited for dance concert! and gundam when is BZZZ ever gonna go out..but not to the BEACH cause of the lightening huh?

Michwang: Thanks! yea im feeling better XD

Kayleigh: TOLD YOU SOO!! HAHA but WAIT..hope we are talking about the same thing here(: cause chloe said many things which were quite ahem DISTURBING. haha know what i mean?

Anu: You another one. WHEN IS BZZ GOING OUT. The previous Saturday when you had that totally cool outing with your cool cousins is NOT COUNTED. aiyaa..and im feeling better(: ILU TOO!!

"Yesterday was history; tomorrow is a mystery; today is a gift, and that's why it's called the present" - Master Wu Gui/ Oogway, officially the wisest old turtle alive.

ARGHHH. This was the WRONG time to get sick.

Yesterday in the morning i woke up at like 4am and realised had a fever of like 39 degrees. So, i obviously couldnt go choir. Then, the previous day I had asked Sheena to wait for me at Orchard MRT and then when i realised I had a fever, i wanted to sms her not to wait for me. But then my handphone had no BATTERY, so i went to charge it. While waiting, i went to sleep and wanted to wake up at like 6 to sms her. But i OVERSLEPT until like 9. WOOPS they were waiting for me and i didnt tell them!! AHHH sorry SHEENA and whoever was waiting with her!!!

Okay, looks like yesterday they learnt quite a lot of choreo for grease. Today my fever's gone down but i realise i cant SING. Oh no..as in there is no sore throat but i SING SUPER OFF TUNE. ahhh, i hope i can sing again soon. :(

Sad sad varsha.


AHHH my voice is seriously dying. Okay here's what happened.

I was singing that La cucaracha thing, and my voice suddenly cracked. THEN, nothing came out. ahhh AND THEN after while i could talk but was damn pain. Me and grace were talking through paper and she still was writing even though she could TALK. Silly Grace. ANW, ahhh then i was like writing and writing..

Kayleigh: Who is super confident of the clapping? Okay just confident. We will make you super confident.
Grace: VARSHAA!!
Me (thinking-couldn't speak): Huh??? NOOOOO. ahh NOOO. *flings arms about*
Grace: Silence means consent.

UGHUGH. haha. When i my voice gets better, watch out (:

AND i officially think that choir sec one juniors are CRAZY. Well, some of them.

I HEART SECTIONALS!!! but how auditions are TOMORROW..i think. My voice.. sobs.

Okay, was talking to Sheena about Britney Spears today so went to listen to her really OLD songs. Loved them.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT SARAH, i knew the song Lucky for a long time, just didnt know what it was called :p

Lucky - Britney Spears
Early morning
She wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door

It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for

Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl

And they say..
She's so Lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops

Isn't she lovely?
This Hollywood girl

And they say..
She's so lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothign missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Isn't she lovely?
This Hollywood girl

She's soo lucky
But why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

And they say..
She's so lucky,
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

She's so lucky.
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?


UGH stressed.

Watched grease twice yesterday. And once again today. It's quite addicting.

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE TO GET BLACK MEN'S LYCRA TEES?? ahhh.

I'm in love with JASON MRAZ's voice. It's so calming.

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours